Its been almost four months since my last post and the upcoming anniversary of Zayana's heaven day is just around the corner.  I feel like I should have been writing more or posting more or even doing what I had talked about four months ago, which was post more of her pictures and videos.  After the first couple of days I realized that this was just not going to happen.  After the first couple of postings I just found it to hard to do anymore.  Everytime I worked on a new set of pictures or a new video I would just break down an cry.  I'm sorry. 

The New Year

From: Z's Daddy
Date: Jan 1, 2012 1:59 AM

Here we are into 2012 and it still does not feel different. I am hoping that 2012 will be a better year. I already know it is. Chris and I are having a quite night at home thinking about the last year and our future in the next. Its been a somber night, quite a bit of sadness, and a lot of soul searching. We miss our precious Zayana Grace and look forward to our son DeJuan Gabriel. Holding each other, crying, feeling on momma&#39;s belly feeling DJ move. It was a good New Years Eve.</p>  <p>We hope everyone is having a good New Years Eve. We are thinking of everyone tonight, especially the ones who have also lost thier little ones. We hope that your 2012 is a better year than 2011. We love you all.</p> <p>Mommy and daddy miss you so much baby girl. We hope that you can help mommy, daddy, and lil brother DJ have a good 2012. We love Munchers!

Posted By  Z's Daddy  to Mendez Moments at  1/01/2012 01:59:00 AM